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Name: Emily
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Interests: swimming. working out. riding horses. hating cats. australia. standing in the rain. watching sunsets. looking at city lights. standing outside at 1 am. watching storms. stars.
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Member Since: 12/16/2004

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

graduation isn't close enough!

This is so hard.  Being so close to the end.... and yet so far away.  Playing the waiting game is not fun.  There are two and a half weeks until I graduate... it is so close to the end.  I can't stand it!

Its so rough being away from people you love.  I want to be able to go home and see my boyfriend and family at the end of the day...not sit on the couch and do homework for 14 hours. 

I have watched so many law and orders...i think its close to all of them.


Sunday, November 01, 2009

you don't know what you have

you don't know what you have and how much you love and appreciate it until its gone.   long distance relationships bring you to a whole level of strength into a persons life.  its unexplainable.

i love you baby.

see you soon.

beach


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I don't write very much when things are going well

Life is Florida is great.  Its awesome to always have the option of going to the beach.  Its probably my most favorite perk.  The internship is going well.  I get to meet University of Florida football and basketball head coaches (Urban Meyers and Billy Donovan) tomorrow.  I'm pretty freaking excited.  My job is going well.  Doing a lot of graphic stuff.  Although somedays...theres really nothing to do.  And its really boring.  But once I get the information to be able to get into the website to update it... I'll have stuff to do all the time.

There are some memories that I just can't pass.  I can't get them out of my head.  I can't stop re-living them.  Its a really tired and annoying circle that causes conflict with people i love and with myself.  I wish there was some way to deal with it.  I wish there was some magic answer and it would all go away.

I hate having the family split across the country.  When they all move down in July...it'll be awesome!!!

I think I'm going to the ocean tomorrow.  Can't wait.  I need a week away from people I think.  lol.  Do some inner cleansing.  haha.

Oh, and class is going well.  American Government.  Good thing I took it in the summer.  haha.

<3

ocean2


Thursday, March 19, 2009

Oh. Em. Gee.

I would have never guessed last year, that I would be in this place in my life right now.

 I am about to register for my last semester of college.  I am dating the man of my dreams.  i am leaving for spring break in florida tomorrow...BEACH!...i will be leaving my job of almost 3 years in december (by then it'll be 3 1/2 years).  i am moving to florida after i graduate.  and everything is new and exciting.

i love it. its scary...but i'm excited to see what God will bring next.  seems everything, even as bad as it can be sometimes works out for the good in the end.  i wish i could just remember that in the hard times.

-the girl who's still learning....in this beautiful, horrible, amazing, terrible world.


KC579~~1124124124


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

a senior now? seriously?

Yep that's right.  I'm officially a college senior...only 20 years old.  But its pretty awesome.  I'm not gonna lie its fun to say. 

I could possibly graduate this fall...if I take 19 hours this semester and 3 over the summer...with another 19 in the fall.  That just didn't sound like my kind of thing, so I'll graduate with my class in spring 2010 with a dual major in Public Relations and Mass Communication.  I'm very excited.  Scared, but excited.  I'm moving on to a different part of my life.  I really want to go to the University of Florida for my grad school.  I would LOVE to be a gator.   We'll see what happens.

Lots of stuff has changed in my life lately.  I keep looking back on what has happened and the lessons I've learned, and although its very painful sometimes...I wouldn't have it any other way.  God knew there was no other way for me to learn those lessons that I needed to learn.  I can't explain all of my choices or actions though...and that's frustrating.  I guess I just need to spend a little more time thinking about that.  Its kind of irrelevant now, but its something I wish I could explain.

School is busy.  Work is crazy.  Life is wonderful.  Still trying to figure out this God thing.... but it'll all work out.

I really want a north face jacket.

haha, i love laughing.

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i love my new surround sound entertainment system.

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